hmm.. i'm quite tired now, think i need sleep soon.. came home after school and cook dinner but i guess mom was still a little worried cos she stand in and watch us cook.. anyway, dinner was nice and i just watch tv, shower and rest.. smile ger.. =)

hmm.. it's this time in the day when i feel really sleepy and so feel like slping.. anyway, the reason why i dun haf enuf slp last nite is becos i help bro wif his cornflakes honey till 12 plus.. he got a scolding from me, scold him cos he got the a half day yesterday and he dun bother making all tat till kinda last min. he went to make them at 10 plus lor and he spent time melting butter and mixing.. so kinda help him la.. tat's why i dun haf enuf slp.. hmm.. Aki's not here le, the other CU seems kinda weird without him - like he's meant to be there.. we've all gotten used to him being there.. anyway, i just came back from Bugis there, went to the 2nd hand goods there to find the hairnet but couldnt get it, the stalls were like not opened tat kind and there's only a few ppl there and it's kinda scary.. so i went to OG there but OG not opened yet, so went to find the hairnet, it's quite big and the material is quite thin.. dunno if it's the one a not, went to Kwan Yin Miao to pray pray for a while.. and walk around there.. finally OG opened at 5 mins to 11 and i went in for a while, saw the Gio Jeans tat i like but a darker blacker colour.. quite nice, after discount it's only $39.20 but i didnt get.. den i walk ard the shoes section and saw a few pairs of shoes that i quite like.. my god, i noe - me and my shoes.. haha.. it's a white colour pair of mules and it seems quite nice and the pair of shoes from Swanks like spoilt le so i get lor, it's only $16.90.. haha.. feels kinda happy that i got my shoes.. ahahaha.. it's my fers pair of mules.. walk around somemore and took bus 23 back, such a coincidence, they were showing a woman hu has a room full of shoes.. she say she noe that we all only haf a pair of feet but she just cant help it when she saw nice shoes.. hmm.. just like me, just that she buys more than me cos she's working now.. hahaha.. feels sleepy.. wo xiang sui jiao..

hmm.. today is quite a slack day, felt a little tired cos i was not feeling very well in the morning, kinda tired and craming.. didnt really did anything today.. just talk to edmund and siti and just sit there doing nothing.. had lunch wif Aki, Siti, Liyana, Steph and Kumar.. dunno why, we were all kinda quiet today and the atmosphere is a little weird.. dunno if it's becos Aki's leaving.. we took some pics using his cam and my phone.. went back and just feel a little weird.. finally, at 4 plus, joel came in and say he's leaving, most of the ppl were lookin at me for me to make the fers move tat kind so i stand up and walk out.. shake hands wif Aki and wish him all the best.. sch just end that way.. came home and just rest, help to cook soup and had dinner.. wrote mummy a birthday letter.. it didnt seems to be as touching as i had imagined.. hahaha.. i've did my best.. good nite..

hmm.. i haf cramps again.. dun need me to say, u should noe wad's wrong wif me.. haiya.. dunno wad happen and why it's early lor.. haiyo.. anyway, i've been waking up quite early for this whole week, didnt really get to slp till enuf tat kind.. i went jogging to help mummy get Q-number again.. jog till half way and i experience stomach pain, so terrible, feel so sick tat time, so wish someone was wif me.. but i manage to get the number and i brisk-walk back slowly.. was feeling better when i came back, think the sun is getting to me and maybe my cramps are workin on me at that time.. hai.. shower and accompany mummy to the doctor.. doctor say mummy's getting better and we wait for dad to fetch us.. while waiting, there's an old granny hu ask for directions so i accompany her to the place but didnt found anybody there, in the end, daddy came n send her back to the medical hall.. i guess, i'm meant to help her today, cos if she had asked at a later time, dad would haf came and fetch us go liao.. so i guess i'm supposed to help her today.. went for breakfast and came back home.. did ironing and rest a while.. went to get some stuffs back for breakfast and just watch tv and rest.. prepare dinner and went to play badminton.. watch tv and just had dinner and just shower and here i am typing.. aki's leaving tmr, so fast, a month had passed.. i'll miss him.. i guess it's a kind of fate, fate pull us together and make us meet and we should continue to be frens.. the world is so big, he's from jap and i'm from s'pore and yet we get to meet in tp.. i guess it's really fate..

hmm.. just came back from Sheng Siong Supermart.. went wif dad to buy some stuffs back for tmr's praying at dad's workshop.. hmm.. i've got a rose today - Aki gave it to me. we went walking around TP at 1 plus cos today is CCN day.. had lunch and walk around, we were at design school when we saw Jess and Jane, the moment they saw Aki, they ask him to buy a rose, i guess he had no choice but to buy lor so he bought it n gave it to me.. it's a red rose, quite a nice one.. we went walking around the school and found that there's nothing much for this year cos they were all selling food.. came back to eng and bought the waffle ice-cream and cornflakes wif honey from huifen.. share them wif Aki and Kumar.. hmm.. i didnt do much today.. quite happy cos i got a rose.. hee.. =) came home and cook soup and had dinner and shower and just rest.. i took pics of the rose le.. i think i'll miss Aki when he return to Japan.. i'm tired, good nite.. it's going to be a busy day tmr.. sweet dreams..

hmm.. i'm wearin my now fav - batik pink strap shirt wif my white jacket.. the colour combination is kinda same as wad Jane is wearing today.. anyway, i didnt blog last nite cos i was too tired, i was a little giddy and having very bad gastric pain which last for a few hours.. i had to take a panadol to stop the pain.. i cook dinner and wash up all the stuffs.. shower and just watch tv and rest.. didnt even go online cos i was not well.. the aircon is getting cold here in the CU.. soon i'll get sick from all these various temperatures.. sometimes i think i type too much, cos my wrist like kinda stiff and feels weird.. luckily tmr is saturday and i can rest more.. hee.. haf a nice day and smile ur way thru..

hmm.. i'm in the CU now, feel so sleepy and a little giddy, like cant really close my eyes, if not i'll feel that things are moving.. think i'm not well, like going to fall sick tat kind soon.. feel kinda sleepy and very tired, think my AV comin soon so like tat.. hai.. sometimes i feel my grp members are so weird, while edmund can nap for a little while, kok weng cant, once edmund wake up and find kok weng slping, he would hit kok weng tat kind.. i really dunno wad's wrong wif them.. but i dun like them to nap, they like nap everyday tat kind while other ppl dun do tat.. ppl haf been asking y they always not ard - i always help to cover-up.. ppl always think they aare not workin.. i think so sometimes too.. hai.. the lab is so noisy today.. there's so many ppl laughing loudly, talkin loudly and loud music and the lab is so so cold.. so sickening sometimes.. i think i'm having gadtric pain now.. it hurts.. i wan my bed and my Poohie now..

hmm.. i'm writing this in school cos wadever i wrote yesterday nite at home just disappear.. well, yesterday was quite a okie day, went home after school and cook wif mummy giving instructions at the side.. think i'll be able to cook a proper meal by sat or sun.. hahaha.. anyway, dinner was fine, and i just shower and rest.. did chant the scriptures 3 times, talk to kumar, huifen and andy online.. kumar told me abt his trip to Sim Lim wif Dr Ravi and the funny things that happen on their ride back.. hahaha.. kumar say Dr Ravi was like some kind of commentator, comment on kumar's driving skills (if he sped past right light, overtakin etc) kumar just kept quiet and sped his way back.. hahaha.. guess Dr Ravi was bored wif kumar too so he's entertaining himself.. hahaha.. anyway, talk to huifen - but she like very sian tat kind and we didnt really talk.. play some game wif her.. andy msg me yesterday, telling me he's been bz, tat's y never talk to me and blah blah blah.. i told him abt ziyang, i dunno why ziyang like to touch steph and my hair (he dun really touch other gers' hair) .. den he like to touch my hand, my palms.. he always use the reason 'i wan sweet' and touch or he would say 'weisze, y ur hand so dry? must put more lotion' i'm like so sian of his reasons le lor, everytime like tat, i dun really feel very comfortable wif him touching my hands.. feel so so weird lor.. he sort of pat my leg - thigh there too when askin for sweet yesterday (i went out of lab and just sit outside till clock out time - chatting wif edmund n kok weng they all) i dun like lor.. HemP!!! i didnt told andy abt this, just told him tat ziyang like to touch my hair and hand.. he said that he as my ptbf, he dun allow me to be touched by him.. hahahaha.. but i'll be more careful la, i hope he gets the idea tat i dun like him keep touching me tat kind lor.. hai.. think i'll get back to work le.. good morning.. =)

well, it's Jian Ming's 20th birthday today, Imelda's and Zulk's too.. Siti bought a cake and we all celebrate in school.. the cake was coffee sth cheesecake la, quite nice, but not too much of it.. Claudia took the cake crumbs and wipe it on Jian Ming's face.. n the sabotage start.. it's kinda funny seeing Jian Ming chasing fifi ard, putting crumbs on him too, they put on guowei too but Jacklyn scold cos guowei wore white today.. my god, it's just a birthday thingy and she so serious lor.. haiyo.. so fierce.. hEmP!! came back to CU dunno wad to do.. been slacking for quite a while..

heLLo.. i'm in a good mood.. hee.. i had a very nice dream, i dunno if i bought 6 or 7 pairs of shoes or were they given to me.. i dreamt that i went to a shoe shop tat sells all sorts of shoes, and all of them look so nice and unique.. just got all the shoes and i was so happy in my dreams.. but i'm in a good mood like now.. though i'm not very sure why.. guess it's my shirt - the green 3/4 one, and i feel good about myself.. when u feels good, u are in a good mood.. keep smiling though, u'll never noe hu's going to fall in luv wif ur smILe.. =)

well, i'm having apples now.. came back from tennis game at 730 but reach home at 830.. my god.. it's just travelling from one place to another in tampines.. hai.. actually it rained heavily just now but the rain stop at 6 so we went to play tennis. the uncle there was quite nice, treat him to coffee next time.. we played.. Aki was good.. he say he's a little nervous cos it's his first time playing tennis.. he played soft tennis for 5 yrs le.. Dr Ravi came along too cos we demand him to 'release' steph and liyana so they can go play wif us.. it's quite fun but the ball bounces and fly far and we cant really see the ball flying.. came back home and mummy was a little upset. she threw her temper and i feel so mad.. i just ignore her, went to shower and let her nag while i'm in the shower. had dinner and fold clothes and chant scriptures 3 times.. mummy wan me to do tat.. so i did.. it's quite a nice day lah, tat's why i say it's peaceful.. goody-nite..

hmmm.. didnt went for lunch today, just had a cuppa coffee and came back to CU.. anyway, didnt do much work today, was just surfing net, and listening to music.. talk to kumar for quite a while.. he always came here after his lunch to rest in the big comfy chair.. we talk talk abt horoscopes and zodiac signs.. preety sian.. noe tat fifi dun like andy so fifi always came movies wif us like protect us tat kind, he tot that andy was interested in either one of us and he would come along.. haha.. like some kind of father-protector.. haha.. play game play till i sian le.. it's so boring.. hopefully there's something to do after we met up wif sup today.. the air-con here is so cold.. cant take it..

hmm.. just update my own diary.. nothing much happen today, feel tired, bored and sleepy today cos i didnt do anything wif regards to the project.. just slack cos i dunno wad to do.. edmund told me that he would concentrate on the project from today on tat kind.. i hope he meant it.. had lunch wif Aki, Steph and Zaid.. Aki treat steph and me, insist to pay for the food.. so nice of him.. feel tat Zaid is actually quite a nice guy, looks nice when he smile.. haha.. came back home to cook today wif mum giving instructions at the side.. just ate and shower and get to rest more.. cos San-gu's here to help out, accompany and take care of mum for this week.. i feel that mum had did well, she gained respect from all of Daddy's siblings.. like wadever the 2nd sis-in-law say is correct tat kind (dad is 2nd son) .. alright.. m going to rest soon so gd nite lor..

hmm.. i feel so tired now, been slacking for the whole day le cos i dunno wad to do le, haf to meet supervisor.. feel so sian.. so bored and a little cold cos the air-con is blowing at my palms there.. no wonder i would get sick like so easily cos keep going in and out of air-con.. hai.. feel so bored and sleepy and bored.. i wan go home and rest and zzzzz.... 2 more hours b4 i can clock out.. hai.. sian..

hmm.. i'm having a headache and i haf a little flu, quite bad today so i took a panadol pill.. i've headache since the afternoon.. dunno y, maybe i woke up early and in a rush to do everything.. anyway, well, i went jogging early at 8 plus to help mummy get the Q-no and rush back home to shower and accompany mummy out to doctor.. wait for her and everything, doctor say she's getting better le.. went to haf breakfast at bedok, pack food for bro and by the time i reach back home, it's already 1240.. went out to Parkway Parade.. was late la, the weather's so hot and the air-con in the bus was not strong enough and feel kinda stuffy.. reach there and walk around and saw ziyang wif steph.. feel tat ziyang a bit weird.. he took my small handbag and my shades and i've to take them back from him.. i dunno y he keep touching my head, steph's too.. so weird.. kumar dey all came and we went to the foodcourt to haf lunch.. Dr Ravi came along too.. so shopping seems a little inappropriate, n we went bowling instead.. i was a little upset, just a little little.. i was like asking kumar y did he ask Dr Ravi out on a sunday too? he said he had no choice as he called he on the mornin so we walked to Katong somewhere la.. i was complaining abt everything - the weather, the distance and everything to ziyang on our walk there.. ziyang was listening to all my complains.. i guess he cant believe that gers can complain tat much.. haha.. i can.. well, so went to bowl and got strike and spare a few times though.. haha.. came back home, ziyang took the same bus as steph and me though he can take all the other buses.. came home and start to do all the stuffs.. dunno wad the bro is doing, he like didnt do anything.. so angry at him lor, was kinda pissed off by him.. hEMp!! had dineer and fold the clothes and just rest le.. fold the clothes, saw one of bro's tee and i didnt wan to fold it out for her cos i told mummy tat she was not worth me helpin it.. i fold mummy's tee too and i forget to turn it out, n mummy was like askin me if she was worth me helping her, and i laugh out, so i faster took the tee and refold it.. haha.. so time to rest.. good nite.. =)

hellO.. today is quite a nice day though i was a little mad in the morning cos for some reason, i just had to do everything and was kinda frustrated and just dun do things willingly lor, guess mummy was a little upset.. did everything and the timing was just right cos 4th aunt arrive at that time.. hmm.. prepare tea and haf tes-break.. yi xin fry egg for himself, he's only 9 yrs old.. his mum say he just wan to show off his skills and he finish it.. we went to play badminton for a while.. came back and watch tv.. so nice.. hmm.. i feel quite okie lor.. feel blessed ba.. =)

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well, the above message is so true, we always take wadever we have for granted, assuming that we would always have those things.. some were not even grateful for wad they haf.. well, i can say i'm one of those, dun really noe unless there's a certain msg like tat above to remind me.. i guess ppl are forgetful and they do need reminders.. well, my day is just fine, my mum is back at home le.. i dunno wad's going to happen tmr but i guess it would happen for a reason.. well, thank god for everything.. =)

well well, just had samosa and popiah wif steph outside the CU.. quite nice.. my grp members are not here again, today's the opening of the stall, but the workers that were suppose to come didnt turn up so kok weng's cookin thee and edmund just left to help him.. hai.. i dunno if i should be angry or upset at them, i noe they didnt mean to leave just like tat but they are like not concern abt the project.. hai.. i dunno wad to say or do but continue typing my program.. life's been a little boring, made my subject selection, choose medical imaging, biostat and biomechanics, dsp and advanced electronics.. n colour compo, arts appreciation, intro to jap for cds.. hope i'll just get the fers one.. mummy's comin back tonite so i need to go home early and tidy the house.. smile ur way thru anything..

hello.. hmm.. i'm a little tired, would like a massage and a nice hug.. haha.. but i noe i wont get that.. hai.. so sad, right? anyway, went wif steph to look for shorts, she dun wan the pants anymore.. but she said she feel so weird wearing the shorts so she never get.. hai.. bought kfc back for dinner cos Hung wans it.. ate and shower and just haf some fruits.. sneeze quite a bit today, dunno why.. steph ask wad's the first thing u miss when u think of sec sch? she say it's OBS.. but i dunno wad i miss, there's so many things i miss.. the canteen when i fers reached sch, assembly area, classroom, even the staircase where we sat and talk.. i miss them all.. the teachers and all of the sec sch frens.. miss them all...
thiong ming so hyper tonite, so miss him and the whole gang of us.. we should meet up like soon.. miss gw dey all, wif sam, jian xin, isaac.. it's been so long since we all last met, thing it's sam's chalet last yr lor.. it's been 9 mths.. my god, so long le.. niteY.. =)

hmm.. it's already 4 plus, another hour to go b4 i can clock out and go home.. hmm.. i finally finish the 18 pages long eegplot program.. ha.. feel kinda relieved and a little happy.. philip say i look nice today.. haha.. (all smiles) .. had KFC for lunch.. went out wif Aki and kumar's big 'family'.. quite nice.. all full from the Chicken.. hee.. a little tired n i do wan a nice massage.. i wont mind a hug too.. haha..

hmm.. i'm a little sleepy.. anyway, it's a normal day wif a little supermarketing added to it.. i brought back some stuffs and at tat point of time, i do hope that there's somebody to help me carry all those back.. hmm.. saw some pairs of nice shoes that i feel like getting.. n this nice dress too.. bro cook maggie mee for dinner and we just had that.. just shower and i did a facial mask to pamper myself.. well, i guess i've been a gd ger so the relaxing mask was my reward.. haha.. my cut on my thumb still hurts quite a bit.. well, my skin do come off wah so ya.. preety bored le.. am going to bed soon.. need more rest.. niteY..

programming is so so bored.. mg.. dun understand why ppl love programming.. haiyo.. anyway, lunch is fun, well, the company's gd and food is not bad.. n ppl do feel so tired after lunch.. after using up their brain cells in the morning.. haha.. i'm talkin rubbish.. but it's really so bored here and dunno where is that adam.. think he went to site.. a little cold cos the air-con is blowing at my hands.. i so miss sec school.. the classroom, workshop, the benches in canteen where we sat there every morning.. so miss dem, also the teachers and the food.. if i'm still in sec sch now, think i'll be having the SSS program.. bored bored bored...

hmm.. my shoulders there are so stiff, so need a massage, would even give a kiss for the massage.. haha.. (just kidding la) .. anyway, i'm in a pretty gd mood today.. been laughing or smiling lor.. haha.. talk to kumar and he made me laugh.. told me abt their conversation during lunch.. ziad ask Aki hows his stay here.. think Aki dun understand the qtn and took out his book to show them where he's staying in japan.. think he dun get wad zaid means.. den dr ravi went on to talk abt hot springs and volcanoes in japan and Aki say it's very rare or sth like tat.. teph brought watermelon to sch and kumar they all ask Aki to eat but he just dun wan and out of a sudden, dr ravi went on to talk abt how he like papayas.. i mean papayas.. so weird, like there's no link in their conversation.. mg.. so funny one lor.. i scald my hand today while cooking, the oil splatter... den so pain.. ouch.. talk to fong today.. was reminded of the times we had in evss d&t workshop.. how we always use mallet to settle anything.. hahaha.. so nice.. so miss sec sch.. niteY..

hello.. i'm quite in gd mood today, just type some programs today and i'm still typing.. dunno when i'll be able to finish my typing lor.. hmm.. andy email me today saying tat he was pissed off by a colleague.. n we started talking via email.. he told me that we r just frens now though he say he's quite fond of me but he's not ready for a serious one.. he's lookin for a playful relationship ba.. anyway, i had lunch wif steph dey all and Aki.. n we all took some pics after that.. so nice.. guess that was y i was happy lor.. hee.. =) smile.. u'll never noe hu's going to fall in luv wif ur smile.. =)

hmm.. ya, i'm a little in pain la and i dunno wad cause it.. came back after school and feel the pain.. a bit sian so didnt cook dinner.. just ask bro to fry luncheon meat and eggs to go wif the wholemeal bread.. just wash some clothes today and did nothin else le.. kinda tired too.. i need a massage badly, feel that my shoulders are so stiff there.. if there's a hug it would be so nice.. hai.. saw fong's gf today in the bus but she dun seems to recognise me.. hai.. dunno if it's becos i become fatter le.. hai.. time to get fit.. haha.. =)

hello, i just came back from lunch wif Aki and huifen.. we just had desserts at Mensa 2.. I had lunch already at Short Circuit wif Steph and Kumar.. the guys were saying that kumar's very fortunate, like always in the company of 2 gers or more.. tat reminds me of sam, how we were always wif him too.. haha.. i didnt email andy today, think i'll kept it tat way till he email or msg me fers, i dun wan him to think that i need him.. today would be a fine day.. i think.. life would still goes on.. n i still haf to do my programming.. hai.. sian ah...

hmm.. just came back from ah yee's house, send mummy there for another week.. hopefully by then, she'll feel better and regain more energy back.. it's her birthday in another 17 days from today.. anyway, i didnt do as much work as yesterday cos mum ask bro to do some since he cant get ready by the time we were going out to see the doctor.. he did the work and i help some too.. quite alright, not too tired la but ya.. play badminton today, think i'm getting a little better le.. quite fun too.. anyway, didnt feel too good just now cos was kinda frustrated at everything.. didnt smile or talk the journey to bro's camp and ah yee's place.. HEMP!!! bro msg me and ask me wad happen n i just told him i was frustrated lol.. didnt say anything much.. guess he's a nice bro lor, i do respect him at times but i just cant stand his 'ahem' at times.. mg, it's so obvious by the way i say it.. haiyo.. anyway, i did feel better that he do care lor and talk to dad on our way back.. wrote my diary le.. tml school starting again.. term-break's over and fen's comin back to sch liao.. haha.. wad a short break but at least better than nothing.. gd nitE.. =Þ

guess i just feel good today.. woke up at 8 plus today, wash up and went marketing.. came home and mummy nag a little abt the floor, cos it's not tat clean.. well, i cant do anything, i mean, we were all tired by the time we came home and nobody really cares abt the floor lol.. so started spring-cleaning again.. was kinda sian of all these but it makes me feel =) when everything is kinda tidy and nice.. so haf a nice lunch and watch tv.. shower and just rest.. had a little tea and went out to play badminton.. i'm getting a little better.. kinda happy and feels quite tired after playing.. was sweating more than i run.. came home, haf dinner and rest.. realise i haf injuries all over.. got a cut, scald my hand, and a blue-black on my finger ( cos hit by shuttercock ) and it's kinda swollen..
when mummy's at home, i feel that i'm being called to do everything.. really dunno wad's wrong wif both bros.. cant they just show a little concern too? i'm a human too, would break down one lol.. one's very concern wif studies, the other just care abt gf.. mg.. sometimes i really do feel like screaming at them and scold them.. really sickening lol.. hai..
as for andy, feel that we are 2 very different ppl.. i feel more and more distance away from him.. like i dunno him at all.. the feeling's so weird.. so weird..

i'm having my gastric pain now.. quite pain.. think i too long didnt eat anything.. i just had 2 plain pratas for lunch till abt 8 den daddy comes back with dinner.. think my gastric juices too much tat's y gastric pain.. hai.. came back from ah yee's place, fetch mum back since i'm not working this wk-end.. haf already feel some pressure.. i dunno wad to do.. at a lost somehow.. stress ah...

so sickening.. ziyang noe that the signals were not recorded as he saw the recording mode was off but yet he never say.. mg.. so so sickening lor.. haiyo... see la, now must record again.. heMP!!

hmm.. i'm now in the CU n it's like so quiet.. i just had lunch wif Steph's 'family' which consist of kumar, siti, liyana n Dr Ravi, and also wif Aki and Jin Ping.. Aki is very polite and humble.. nice guy.. learn some new phrases of japanese.. haha.. scold kumar bad ( yo ku nai desu ).. haha.. had fun, in another 2 more weeks, Aki's going back to Japan le.. would miss him, i guess.. he gave me his email add, phone numbers..
as for me, i didnt do much today except playing wif the EEG cap.. ziyang was very nice, letting me put the cap and the gel and helping me do all the various movements to generate the signal but i dunno why the signals could not be found after the cap was removed.. it was supposed to be recorded in the card in the Track-it but when we open it in the Study Room, it was not there lol.. hai.. dun think we'll 'borrow' ziyang's head lol cos i scare he would scold or even kill me.. hai.. he's like a bit too fierce.. Diwei say he has mood swings.. sometimes very fierce but sometimes very 'ok' lor.. hope he's in a gd mood later..

hmm.. just had an apple but it's not very very sweet.. i cooked dinner today.. i cooked fried rice and yong tau hu soup and put the japanese chkn in the small oven to cook.. quite nice dinner lol though i think the soup a bit bland but other than tat, dinner's quite nice.. so i shower and clean up and finally got to rest.. fold the clothes and just rest lol.. kinda tired so i wan sleep early tonite.. think mummy's going to come back tmr nite.. i'm not sure if i'm ready for all these.. but i guess sometimes in life, u'll haf to learn how to deal with it.. so i'm ready..

hmm.. i'm now in the lab, waiting for the others so we can go for lunch.. Hung got distinction for his oral and A1 for the paper.. tat was very well-done.. glad he did so well.. told mum the gd news and i guess she's very happy to hear that and she should get well like sooner.. haha.. well.. i got bored of programming and start sending ecards out again.. they really haf nice ones at 123greetings.com .. today is a Thank You daY.. so i send thank u cards to steph, huifen, andy.. dunno if it's becos of my card, andy email me.. he told me that a relationship is built on trust.. he told me to haf more faith in him cos he has a lot in me.. ask me to take things lightly and must relax.. i dunno how to say, that time when he was so fierce, maybe i mistake it or sth.. i told him to forget all abt it and lets just start all over again.. but he didnt reply my mail.. maybe he went to the site or went out for lunch..

halo... i feel quite happy now and kinda full.. well.. i just anyhow suggest to bro that we make pancakes to go along with the ice-cream.. n he say yes and so we really make.. it's edible and taste quite nice.. hmm.. talk to peng and huifen and andy.. huifen intro peng to andy.. and huifen told me that andy like interested in her fren lol.. haha.. i dun really mind cos i'm not his gf mah.. haha.. he told me again he like me.. he said he told his blog i'm a gd ger.. hmm.. he likes my every movement.. haha.. well.. like i say before, i dunno if i really do like him tat much or m i just playing? i meant he can makes me smile always if he's not mean la but.. alright ger, dun play too much.. know ur limits.. dun hurt someone.. he say he can picture us going a long way but i'm not sure.. so lets just wait and see how... he wans to go out a few more times so we can get to noe each other better.. ziyang thinks i'm quite a nice ger.. i'm nice wah.. haha.. gd nite..

hmm.. dunno why i just feels so = lol.. it has been quite a okie day for me, visit the SMI and had Mac with the jap guy.. but dunno y i just feels so =.. and i dunno where's my grp members.. dunno where they are.. they are just not here doing project, doing wad they should do.. so sickening.. i feel so =.. =.. =.. =..

hmm.. i type finish wad i wan to write in here but the com just sth wrong and everything's gone.. so so upset.. hai.. anyway, like i say, my day was pretty gd.. a grp of kids made my day today by sitting at the concourse and saying hellos to me when i walk past.. they were learning how to say hellos instead of bye bye.. so it's was quite nice to haf so many kids greet u hello.. chat with andy via email.. quite entertaining cos it was pretty bored in sch.. all the other levels of education dun haf to go back to sch for lesson today so y do poly haf to? haiyo.. continue with my programming and haf luch wif steph n gang at Design school.. came back and continue chatting.. went over and ask Aki if he has eaten but he say no so i went for a short break with him and we talk talk.. he teach me some simple japanese greetings.. he say greetings in japanese is important.. and they always bow too.. i would paste wad i've learn next time.. den continue to type programs till 5 plus.. went supermarketing.. so wish andy was there at that time to help me carry all those stuffs cos they are so heavy.. haha.. finally appreciate him.. anyway.. came back and cook fried rice.. quite nice wah.. shower and did a facial mask.. bro also do cos there's so much in the packet.. talk to andy online and i told him he made me smile..i dunno y i always smile whenever i receive his mail.. and i dunno why i can never rem his face.. but he really made me smile, like from the heart tat kind, not the artificial kind like just to show.. hmm.. quite happy lol.. gd nite..

hmm.. from my topic, u'll noe that today is the nation's birthday.. well.. woke up at 10 plus cos i slept late last nite.. shower and just went out for breakfast and did quite a lot of housework today.. like spring-cleaning tat kind, didnt really get to rest lol.. was a little tired.. Arzuan (the guy from CM ) msg me again.. say hello and send me those forwarded kind of gd nite msg.. i dun really like those forwarded kind of msgs though they might seems nice.. send mummy back to ah yee's house.. came home and shower.. it's a pity that i dun get to watch the National dAy parade lIFE.. but happy birthday Singapore.. =)

heLLo.. today is an okie day bah.. went to work at 8 plus and not much ppl there.. kinda bored but still ... not much sales and just pretty bored.. didnt complain a lot today.. the guy from CM came n ask for my number again.. i ask him for his number and he gave.. i ask him to take my number from Fandi.. anyway, came back home and just feel a little tired.. shower and rest a while and went marketing ... heard tat big bro and his gf had a row.. dunno wad the gf is thinking sometimes.. i had care.. i've some more other things on mind.. cook dinner and everyone just eat... tidy up and finally get to rest by watching tv.. talk to ziyang and andy.. ziyang quite nice sometimes too.. i mean hes nice but he like to tease ppl at times.. as for andy, he's sorry for not going out with me today (ask him to go wif me to marina bay to watch fireworks) cos he say it's going to be romantic and he dunno if he can commit.. n a lot of wadever lah, which i'm not very interested in.. i'm not going to ask him out anymore.. or msg him fers.. ya.. so gd nite..

hmm.. just came back from Meifeng Ah Yee's house.. fetch mummy back to stay for 2 days.. cos she wan to see if she can get used to living back here and also think Uncle going to bring the family out to celebrate National's DaY.. so ya.. well, i work today and there's so little customers one.. think they all went overseas for a short break.. den it's so bored there.. at least today auntie jariyah is still okie.. cos it's Lewis shift mah.. she dun dare to shout shout lol.. i complain a lot.. complain that the weather is so hot and the air-con is not cold enough and complain till he finally go and check the air-con and turn the temp down.. haha.. it's really hot today, wonder why nobody complain or say anything.. think he's still quite scary bah.. haha.. saw guowei at post office there as i was giving out the coupons... den the malay attached crew from CM come and ask for my number again.. think i say the wrong thing last time.. (say that i'll give him number the next time i see him) and he really ask.. mg.. hope i wont see him again.. haha.. came back home and rest a while, shower and went to ah yee's house.. had dinner there and talk to mummy, wanted to tell mummy abt andy but ah yee's there so ... watch tv and help massage mummy's legs.. i need a massage too lol.. den at 8.45, went wif weikai to play badminton.. it's the fers time i play wearing a skirt.. still practising lol cos i just learnt.. n now my right arm is a bit sore..
talking to andy - he ask if i would find him another ptgf.. i tolf him i dun share my bf one lol.. he's like my ptbf, sometimes there for me to entertain me la, cheer me up la.. he say i'm kinda the one he hope for but he need time.. i dunno whether tat's true a not but i do hope for someone's there hu loves and cares for me.. i dun really think he's my type but he's quite nice lol.. i'm the impulse type while he's the kind hu do things after considerations.. well, dunno if it's becos i've been single for quite long so ya.. hmm.. dun think so much ger.. wadever will be will be.. ReM O..

hmm.. dunno why i just feel very stress, like so unappreciated, nobody cares n nobody love me.. feel that there's quite a lot going around me and i cant control all the things that take place.. dunno why mummy has tumours inside her womb, dunno why she has to go for operation.. dunno why i haf to do so many things.. remember that mummy once said that i'm not a very happy person but in situations like this, how can i be happy? y do i haf to worry about so many many things? y cant life be simpler? y cant things be learnt in a easier way? there's so many 'ys' in my mind.. i'm trying to be good, really trying hard, dun spend money like anyhow, came home after sch to do all the housework though i'm very tired, making sure that everything's alright and i'm kinda tired of all these.. y cant my life be more carefree? y do some of the things haf to be so complicated? wad did i do to deserve all these? wad bad things haf i done? feel so sad.. my tears are comin down as i type.. i need to cry them all out.. i feel so stress..

hIyEE.. i'm getting bored with programming.. feels so tired for i dunno wad reason .... dunno wad's wrong with me.. the CU now is pretty quiet, think it's becos there's not much ppl here now cos ppl go for tea-break bah.. hai.. it's getting a little cold in here.. i'm going to get so bored.. hmm.. think today i haf to go supermarketing and buy flowers back too.. need to get some stuffs.. think i'll visit mommy tonite.. tat's all for now.. would get back to work..

see my title and u'll noe that i'm eating oranges, not just oranges but sweet mandarin oranges.. they are really sweet.. mg.. so nice.. i just had an apple.. just trying to eat more fruits and clear the fridge of the fruits la.. well.. i didnt do much in school after my last update here.. just surf the net and play some games.. download the msn in kok weng's laptop and chat wif fen fen, jassy and JM hu's suppose to be fifi lol.. and peng too.. just wasting my last half hour away cos i dun wan to do anything liao.. came back home and went to buy food back.. saw Junheng wif his bro.. think the bro's voice break liao cos it's more hoarse now.. den just came home n wash the clothes and fold n hang them up.. watch tv and just haf dinner and just rest.. a little tired so dun wan to do anything... just rest lol..
hmm.. told jassy abt andy though i dunno if he's serious a not.. jassy say just wait and see how lol.. so i'm just waiting... hmm.. steph send me ecards.. i sent her back one too.. i'm just going to surf the net and look for nice ones to send.. gd nite la.. =)

hmm.. just came back from lunch wif Aki and Kumar's family.. we had lunch at Business Canteen.. and Steph, Aki and i had vegetarian hor fun.. Aki say it's delicious.. dunno if he's just saying that to please us? well, the standard drop a little today, it wasnt tat nice lah.. bring him to Mensa Canteen and also to the bookshop.. he has a dream, he wans to make robots next time.. while i wan to do sth with regards to Radiology.. he's very polite and humble and kinda nice too.. hmm.. Kenneth call me today and ask me to work this workend.. actually dun really wan to work one, but if i dun work, tat means no $$ and going out would means spending $$.. so i just say yes lol, got work at least got that amt of $$ and can bring back the food for WeiKai dey all.. so i'm working both days and i would rest on monday.. feel like going to the outdoor concert at Esplanade on sinday or to catch a movie.. feel tat i need to de-stress... so so bored...

hmm.. y do i say i'm quite a good gal? becos i tidy up the house though i was very tired and i wasnt feeling very well today.. dunno why my head hurts today, dunno if i sleep too much or i sleep too little? hai.. anyway, my day was quite alright.. andy msg me and told me how he spend his birthday and how he reach home at 4 this morning.. mg.. i cant stay up tat late lol.. anyway, he kinda ask me how i feel abt him and if i haf feelings for him.. tat's a difficult question cos i dunno if i like him a not, dunni if it's becos i'm too bored or sth like tat.. dunno if i'm serious.. i dunno how to answer that question.. he say that i'm special [hee.. =)] cos he got other gal frens but he dun really like.. say tat he's happy around me.. dunno if he's just humoring me.. oh.. he say he's quite attracted to me.. hmm.. anyway, there's this exchange student from Japan who's here in S'pore to do a small project.. so i invited him to go for tea-break with us, he say yes, he's quite shy and keep apologise for his reaction.. as he talk a bit slow and i dun fully understand him.. hee.. but i noe he's from a place in Tokyo and ... came back home and did the housework.. feels tired and a bit sleepY..

hmm.. feel a little stress out.. like i say i haven de-stress yet and i so need a life.. hai.. cant help thinking wad would happen if mummy comes back home.. i mean she's like still not well and we r not home till the nite so ... kinda worry too and just feel ^-^.. it's suppose to be one that has no expressions.. hai..

hello.. just wote in my diary.. another 2 more days b4 it finish.. today is quite a okie day but kinda tiring and sleepY.. went to bedok wif Kumar dey all to eat but i dun haf much appetite so i just had a cup of teh-cino.. quite nice.. kumar so bad today so i complain a lot today.. haha.. i complain that he made us stand out in the sun while he was sitting in the car tearing out the coupons comfortably.. and complain that the weather was so so hot.. there was this weird old man at the coffee shop that we went to, he was selling tissue paper and he ask Liyana if i'm her daughter.. mg.. there must be sth wrong and he must be so so BLUR.. anyway.. he keep walking around our table so dey faster finish the food and we went off.. on our way back, i complain that the car is too stuffy and its so hot.. the air-con like not strong enough lol.. haiyo.. type some more program but still got 8 more pages b4 the program finish.. msg Andy today to wish him Happy Birthday.. we sort of talk again after tat.. he tot tat i was quiet and kinda dao but i'm not lol, i'm just angry at him for being so fierce to me.. hEMp!! he ask to go out so we went to Tampines Mall to shop for a short 5 mins and we went to foodcourt to eat.. i just had red bean soup.. Huifen came too and he feel that huifen and me are very different.. she's chatty while i'm quiet.. kinda lah.. but ya.. he accompany me back to T.Mart to supermarket.. we just chat along the way, he insist on sending me back to my floor so i let him lol.. came home and i just watch tv and shower.. feel so tired today and kinda sleepY.. going to hang up the clothes and zzzz liao.. gd niteY...

HaLLo, i'm now relaxing, doing facial (bought a packet of facial mask the other day so today try n use it lol, it's enough for 2 so i put on my bro's face too..) hmm.. today is a cold and sleepY day.. woke up raining, it would be so nice to go back to sleep again, if only there's no school today.. hmm.. anyway, continue to type my program and talk to edmund abt my dialect and stuffs.. had lunch with Siti at the exit staircase there.. i brought bread today, m planning to bring for the whole of this week.. colour the colouring book but it's still not complete.. haiyaH.. colour colour and surf net.. found this nice webby for nice ecards.. think it's www.123greetings.com so i send out ecards to andy and huifen dey all.. andy cos it's his birthday tml and tml is watermelon day for i dunno wad reason and this whole week is smile week so we should all smile... =) came back home after school and fold clothes and haf dinner.. watch tv and just shower and relax liao.. it has been quite a long day lol.. hmm.. nobody to talk to.. i dun wan to talk to 'ahem'.. anyway.. gd nite lol.. smilE =)

Dear Diary..
today is quite a okie day bah, i work today, not really busy today, sales also not as high as last week.. something was wrong with my counter after i try to void, Lei Mon dunno wad to do and so she close my counter so i went to kitchen to play play for a while.. work less than 6 hours today - wadever i earn is not enough for me to get a new pair of shoes.. hai.. came back home, shower and did ironing.. watch tv and just relax lol.. went to Ah yee's house for dinner, she cook very big prawns tat's so nice.. mg.. taste as nice as restaurants outside.. watch tv and accompany mummy, chat with her.. actually big bro is quite a gd son.. he cares for the family like quite a lot.. hmm.. sometimes i think i should be happy that i haf a big brother, a lot of ppl wan it but dun haf and i do haf him but i dun cherish.. love my family.. =)