Silly Queen

10:26 PM

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

hmm.. i noe i've not been updating in here for quite sometime. tat's becos i kinda live the same life everyday wif no work n just resting at home. dunno if i rest too much tat cause my headache or wad.. hai.. should i say i'm blessed or should i say tat's such a torture.. but i think i rest too much le.. anyway, i did went out to the library to borrow some books and mags.. i'm now studying for my basic theory. dun underestimate that cos there's a lot tat u can learn from there.. hope i can learn fast n pass wif flying colours.. went out wif jas n steph to shop last friday. judt bought some nail polish and a lip gloss.. it's really a long time since we last meet up like tat. it's only at then tat i noe some things. fong broke up wif his gf becos of a miscommunication.. i dunno if it's worth it but relationships are a strange thing, u can feel for that person now but once that feeling is gone or the fate has end, the relationship would still end.. i also think there's some problems wif steph n me, feel tat she change quite a lot, she seems to be closer to her poly frens and she has terrible mood swings.. real bad.. take tat shopping trip for instance, i didnt ask her to invite kumar n zaid to her house to play ps2 when the plan was only to go shopping.. she invite herself; i mean it's okie so dun go all the way to PS to haf lunch there.. but she wan to go there n jas n i dun wan to go her house tat day. n in the end, she blame me, say tat i'm childish.. can u believe it? it's all her doing.. i got nothing to do with tat.. hai.. i really really dunno wad's wrong with her man.. hai.. but there's still some kind of problem wif us.. jas agree too.. maybe we were together for too long as in in the same space for too long.. hai.. if i had jas with me, i think things might be better.. jas n i think alike mah.. hahah.. anyway.. life's like tat.. so ....