11:34 PM
Friday, February 25, 2005
Dear Diary,
today is a resting sunday.. hmm.. i dun think i even step out of the house today. anyway, i woke up at 10 plus today cos i cant get to sleep at 12 plus when sam send us back..
hmm.. about yesterday fers, yesterday was the last day of EPS (Engineering Project Show) where i'm suppose to station there for the poster panel. So i woke up at 8, get myself ready and went there. there was ppl from the industry and most of them were students. kumar and i went around looking at projects, those robotics projects were so much interestng and useful and more fun than ours lor. it's like our project seems so stupid when compared to theirs.. ahaha.. had lunch wif huifen in school den she accompany me in the TCC. we chit-chat and laugh abt fefe & ziyang's ballroom dancing, den fefe and sherman playing titanic.. ahaha.. so funny.. also laugh abt how thiong ming reacts in sam's car the toher time. so finally, the EPS closes at 4 and joel helps us to collect all the posters (so nice of him) and i went to take attendance and came back home to help mommy to prepare dinner.. actually, i'm not really needed in the kitchen. meifeng ah yee and uncle were helping mommy lor so i'm kinda extra inside. but i help to wash the stuffs and helps to set up the table.. we were all settled by 7, so just wait.. meili ah yee came late and finally they prepare all the 'yu-sheng' and we 'lao-and-lao'. uncle john prepare a glass of gin-and-tonic for me. it's quite alright. had some food and help to clear up.. tat's the disadvantage of having it at my place, cos i must help mommy.. if those 2 brothers would help, ahaha.. the sun would come out from the other side. ahahah.. i ask huifen to come at 9 plus and i met her at my house's void-deck there. sam msg me and told me he's coming and we were on our way.. dunno y sam's car smells weird tat day, like some cardboard thingy smell. it's just weird. i'm fine with it meaning the smell doesnt make me want to vomit.. reach there and sam tear his parking cupon wrongly. i ask him like so many times but he insist that it's right so ... but it's wrong.. ahaha.. so.. we talk abt steph and fong .. hmm.. they are going to be together and we feel that it's okie.. it's like if she dun take this chance, think she'll regret.. anyway, sam, huifen and me were all happy for her and we wish them all the best. came home after that talk.. it's nice to talk tat way sometimes.. i couldnt get to slp so i took a little white wine and went to bed at 1 plus..
so it's a boring sunday where i study for my QE and did some work.. tired... nitey..
2:22 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
hmm.. today is like a normal sch day except that i'm in lab waiting for my medic partner to come back to do project.. it's like so sian.. everytime i haf to wait for her, den talk a little den go home.. like wad the hell? hai.. but wad to do? die die also must finish this project. sian.. this is all so bored and i dun like.. hmm.. oh yes, we were saying of going to bowling on the 5th march.. hope everyone's free so we can all go and eat and haf fun.. ahahaha... so all ppl.. make urself free.. ahaha... dun feel like doing anything.. ahaha..
5:48 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
hmm.. it's just another 18 mins before my lesson starts.. i'm supposed to meet huifen and steph later at Mac at 7.. ahaha.. dunno if i can make it there a not.. hope that today's lab session would be a easy one cos i'm kinda bored and sian le.. oh yes, huifen wear a short skirt today.. it's nice lah but like a little little bit shorter.. think sam would scream when he see huifen.. ahaha.. hmm.. like finally she wear skirt so it's a good thing too.. she should change to be more feminine.. haha.. the guys would fall at her feet lor.. ahaha... hmm.. anyway, it's rather a smokey day now.. it's like so smokey outside the cu that i think somewhere out there like kena burnt that kind.. cos it's really smokey.. i hope this dry drought would go away soon.. hope rain would come and wash off all the smoke.. that would be nice.. ahaha.. okie.. i'm going off liao to get ready for my class... see u soon.. =0
3:35 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Dear Diary,
today is a super hot day. wish that i can go swimming or floating on water since i dunno how to swim but sadly, my aunt's not in singapore so cant go over to her place to play in water. well, i guess i would just have to make it do with cold green tea.. ahaha.. hmm.. today is the 5th day of CNY, 10 more days to go before it's over. time pass so fast. i remember that when school first start in Dec, i was hoping for CNY where i can get new clothes and of course shoes.. ahaha... ya ya, i noe i got 10 pairs liao but shoes are never enough for me. guess tat's in the genes, cause my aunt and my mom love shoes too.. ahaha.. so in a way, i'm looking forward to finish my semester, the other way is i'll miss my school life..
anyway, CNY in singapore seems bored. the last time i celebrate it in malaysia, i think was at least 10 yrs ago, tat was at grandpa's place... maybe the next time we go back to celebrate CNY in malaysia would be the time when the 3 of us (my bros and me) start working.. ahaha.. we didnt go house-visiting, just went to meifeng aunt's place den to mom's best fren place and nowhere le. was just lazing at home, trying to rest but somehow i dun really get to rest well.. it's such a hot day that i dun wan to go out at all.. ahaha.. it seems so boring at home too.. better go and do my stuffs. take care.. =)
2:31 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
hmm.. i'm at home now, didnt went for mediv lecture cos i haf to wait 3 hours after my lesson end so i decide to come back home to rest as i was very very tired.. i just want to sleep in the lab just now.. watch finish the 'glass slippers' le, kinda sad that 2 ppl who are in love cant get to be together.. isnt that sad? one more lesson learnt is that nobody knows wad would happen tmr so really, cherish ur today.. life is full of the unexpected.. u'll never now wad tmr would bring for u.. hmm.. sometimes i wonder wad my life would be in the future.. i dunno.. well, so i'm at home, just help to sweep and mop the floor le, now getting sleepy le but i haf to read thru the ISO book in order for me to do the project.. hai.. life is so hmmm.... i so need a break and a rest... CNY is coming soon, tmr's the eve le, so hope that this new year would be a good one..
9:44 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005
Dear Diary,
i'm back at home le, finally after so so long.. just shower and ate dinner.. n feel pretty good.. i guess it's ur mind and body tat u are feeling tired.. get more rest bah.. as for ur 'her', is it the same person - the one u like all along? if it is, i must say u really haf a lot of patience which is sth i cant do at all.. hmm.. i do not haf anything to say but as long as u think it's worth it, just carry on lor, ask her if u can celebrate her birthday with her cos u really wan to? maybe she'll change her mind, u'll never noe.. but if she sort of reject u, den u can just try again next year.. no harm trying, u''ll just try and try and try.. well, hope tat u can haf a fun time with her.. jia you O.. this ger dunno how fortunate she is.. hai.. anyway, glad that judging is over, finally can let the judge see the working part, now just need to integrate them all together den let him see again den can liao.. whoo.. waiting for everythng to be over n i hope i can get to rest... happy for ur gr that ur thingy can be in the EPS.. i dunno if mine can but i haf a feeling 'NO'.. wad's ba kua? haf a gd rest bah, someone.. wad duty u haf? hope it dun take up ur resting time.. remember to rest well.. nitey to u too..
Rgds,
kris
4:24 PM
Dear Diary,
hmm.. just receive an email from Dear Diary.. ahaha.. it's so nice to receive mails.. i noe that everyone of us are super busy this week so i didnt update in u too.. everyone has their strengths and weaknesses.. sam thinks i'm strong on the appearance but he didnt noe that gers haf a weak side. i haf my weak side too.. but that's for u to find out and for me to noe... ahaha..
anyway, i just wan to say 'it's ok' to my fren who didnt help me get the balloon.. i noe it's hard cos everywhere is seeling stuffs for CNY now so i understand.. i get my dad to drive me ard to supermarkets to get.. i did get it in the end so my fren, dun think so much abt it..
i also got to do sth else for my project which was not requested in our objectives at fers.. it's very sickening lor.. but that's not my part, it's the software part so i'm quite alright with it.. i can only say the judges have a high expectations lor..
i'm also tired, Dear Diary.. read my other entry too, k? take care and rest well..
Rgds,
kris
4:10 PM
Dear Diary,
this is a busy and stressful week for me, tat's why i didnt write in here for quite a long time.. i only went brisk-walk twice cos too tired le.. mummy dun let me go cos she said i need rest more than walk.. ahaha.. i just had my judging but the judge want to see my cap taking in signals so edmund has to do it and show it to them.. i think edmund is quite fed-up at them.. but wad to do? they are our judges.. hmm.. i still not feeling too well, like it still pain when i press my rib-cage.. dunno wad's wrong with me.. somehow i feel bad when i think of the times when THEY (my grp members) make me angry and i sort of flare up at them but i really really dun like them to drag and drag lor.. they were quite alright at times, when they really do their work.. hmm.. somehow the judges were quite fierce.. very perfectionists.. hai.. i'm so tired.. just wan to slp and slp.. ahaha.. but tmr still haf to come back to school for extra make-up.. like so no life.. hai.. i cant wait for CNY.. 4 or 5 more days to go.. at least i get to rest on one of the day bah.. i feel so sleepy, like really want to take a few days off to go to some quiet place where i can just slp and read a book whenever i feel like it..with no stress, no nothing.. that'll be so great.. i plan to go malaysia after this semester to rest.. i so need it.. ahaha..
7:57 PM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
4:30 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
hmm.. just have my job interview.. i dunno if i got the job but it's still so scary.. my god.. luckily he doesnt noe so much abt Biomedical stuffs so he ask more general questions like 'where do u see urself in 5 yrs time?' that kind? i'm so so glad it's over.. it's so scary to see someone who dun smile when he looks at you, arghhh.. so so scary.. anyway, i feel that today is not a good dAy.. i didnt do well for my term-tests and i'm like so screwed.. hai.. y life is like tat? y is my life so terrible? i just say so many positive things yesterday to someone yet i'm like so negative today.. this is like stress.. and i haf to cope with it.. jia you..
