7:58 PM
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Yipee... i've added another 2 pairs of shoes to my collection.. ahaha.. let me see, i have a pair of running shoes, a pair of sneakers which is growing old soon, 2 pairs of formal heels, 4 pairs of heels, a pair of ama-ish slips-in, 2 pairs of slippers-flats, a pair of white covered flats, a pair of driving shoes, a pair of shoes for work, a pair of slippers, a pair of wedges and that's about it.. woah, so i have about 16 pairs of shoes.. but out of which, i think i need to throw away 2 pairs first cos they are too old and kinda spoilt.. ahaha.. so i bought another 2 pairs to add in.. cos really no more shoes le.. ahaha.. Oh Giordano has this lacy top that i like and i got it in the deep purple shade.. Whosh.. just like that colour a lot.. And yupe.. Quite a fruitful day.. Oh well, it's a saturday nite.. Meeting later for dinner-supper.. Hmm.. guess i just go shower first and ya.. Miss justin.. and Jian Ming...
9:38 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
i like to drive.. Really feel that wadever time i put in and wadever amount of money i spent is really really worth it.. Really enjoy driving or shall i say cruising? With nice music and maybe nice company.. Road trip!! i wanna go on a road trip!! next July..
9:22 PM
i've just read Fong's blog and felt that his entry is kinda true.. It takes 2 hands to clap and when only one is making the effort, things are not going to work out.. I've totally lost contact with my primary school friends, even now when i walked past them in the streets, i dun think i'll recognise them anymore.. I'm trying very hard to keep my secondary school friends, somehow it gets very hard, a dinner sometimes need like close to a month to plan.. and sometimes when u asked, some dun even turn up or makes an effort.. it gets very saddening sometimes and when it becomes too often, u'll get tired and u dun wan to keep up with the effort anymore..
9:17 PM
It's so hot... i wish i wish that i have an ice cool beer.. Dark erdinger.. Fong say it's nice.. shall get that and try next round..
1:04 AM
i saw this and... just want to share..When to say When??When is it time to let go of a relationship? Many times we hang on despite the fact that they are not supportive, caring or advantageous to personal growth and development. Why do we hang on to these people for dear life, even though in our hearts we know it is time to let go and move forward? What hold do these people have on our lives that we hang on to the slightest shred of encouragement or loving words that we so desperately want to hear? We are ready to give many reasonable excuses for why we choose to stay in negative and self-defeating relationships. The list is endless: children, financial obligations, fear of being alone, embarrassment and shame of once again not meeting the expectations of others and society. Then, of course, there are those magic words, “maybe they will change if I love them just a little bit more.” The hitch is that it's human nature to hold on to the people in your life. Letting go is so painful, stressful and confusing that one does not want feel the familiar pain of yet another unsuccessful personal experience. Unfortunately, it is difficult at the time to imagine that letting go may possibly be the best thing that you have ever done for yourself and your family. We become so entrenched in the relationship that letting go does not seem a possibility, despite all the red flags and blaring horns that you see and hear throughout the relationship. We are not speaking about relationships that have love and friendships with problems. We are speaking about solo relationships, in which you have been giving 150 percent in every area -- not to mention ALL the emotional work -- with minimal if any participation from your partner. We are speaking about feelings of loneliness, emptiness, fear and the feeling that you are drowning or suffocating within the framework of the relationship. The questions you need to ask yourself are:
“Do I want this person in my life five years from now if they stay the way they are now?”
“How much does this person need to change, so that I am not feeling like I am suffocating and/or drowning?” You must comprehend that the only person you can change is you and accept that it takes a huge amount of work and desire to change. Take the time to look at your relationship, and ask yourself the following question: “Is this what I really want for my life?” The worst possible scenario is that you wake up five years from now feeling like you wasted and lost precious years of your life trying to change someone other than yourself. The best possible scenario is that you decide that you want to change and move forward. That you take the first frightening step on your own and live a happier, healthier and more fulfilling lifestyle -- and let the person/people in your life follow your lead. Taking the first courageous step away from a negative, unfulfilling relationship that is not working for you is what makes a lifestyle change so exciting, healthy and favorable. Usually, change occurs when the pain and discomfort becomes absolutely intolerable and unbearable. It may take several attempts to make the change, and much soul searching and learning what you want and need to feel fulfilled. Have patience with yourself! The change will happen when you are ready to make it happen. Understanding that you can do anything you want after the turmoil and shock of the change is the most liberating occurrence that a person can experience.
4:59 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Just reached home.. Abit tired..
Spent a day with Mommy, visiting her friends and my old house and can said that it's a day spent on bonding with mom.. It's been quite a while since we last did that... Went to the doctor again and spend another $200 plus.. i guess it's money well-spent cos can really see the results and the difference.. So yupe.. =)
9:09 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Whosh, just came back from dinner.. Legs very suan ah.. Oh yes, there's pasar malam opposite tampines mall and century square there.. Met up with Da today and feels good that he had let go long time ago and is fine with wadever he's doing right now.. He's always so nice, going around with me, never complain of tired and sian and is okie going shopping with me.. ahaha.. but bad timing la cos there's so many people around.. I'm happy for him.. JIa You Da.. =)
10:16 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006
It's the Oktoberfest from the 16th Sept till the 3rd Oct.. It's the period to drink, eat and make merry with ur fellow near and dear.. Get ready beer and do some catching up.. Make sure U'll have fun during this period.. Well, i guess this is the first time i actually wanna celebrate that.. the Oktoberfest.. i've made arrangements to do some catching up with my buddies that i haven meet for ages.. Fun Fun Fun.. Loooking forward..
10:07 PM
In life, we are walking too fast.. therefore missing out on a lot of stuffs, a lot of things and of course a lot of people.. So if u would slow down and take a look, u'll notice a lot more around.. Really!! Try it!!
1:09 AM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Thank U Jian Ming..U've been a great listener and i felt better after pouring them out to U.. i'll be counting down the days till u are back.. Hope u can come back soon.. i'll be waiting..
7:50 AM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Counting down to 10 mins before i had to leave for work.. Hai.. dun look forward to going work at all.. that's the difference between working for money and working for sth u like.. anyway, life still goes on whether i'm happy or not.. So keep myself happy and positive.. Meet up with steph and fen last nite, and notive that steph and i miss that guy - that once called us everyday just to talk to us and comes to my house for lunch and goes to her house for dinner.. came to our place just to watch tv, really watch tv cos he just sat there and stare at the tv till the show is over.. came over to do housework.. could give us a call at around 10 and tell us to get changed immediately cos he's comin over to bring us out for supper with his family.. ?? Now he no longer does that anymore, he keeps to himself, wants to live the life of a loner.. Doesnt bother us and no more phone calls cos he's making himself so busy with i dunno wad.. even if he's not busy, he wont come at all.. So different..
9:19 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
It really feels good when u receive an praise or encouragement - whether it's a praise, or a tap on ur shoulder or even a thumb-up sign.. It makes u feel good and motivated.. It's like the feeling when u practice a dance every week for 4 hours for 4 months or so and after the performance of that short 3 mins, every one of the audience applause loudly.. the feeling is real GOOD.. I received a thumb-up sign today when i park my car today.. it's been so long since i received a thumb-up sign.. It might not mean GOOD but it's definitely an encouragement to me.. thank you Uncle..
9:06 PM
Whosh, today i had my first drive on the road after getting my triangle plate, quite alright but kinda different.. Well, Dad sat beside me and said that after spending close to a year and the $$, it's WORTHWHILE and not bad.. ahaha.. I'm still getting used to the steering wheel.. ahaha..
