i went back to attend the funeral and though it's saddening tat she's no longer with us, but she looked so peaceful and i'm pretty sure she dun had any regrets in life.. there were a lot of ppl there to send her off - children, grandchildren, great-grandchildren, relatives and friends.. she had not lived her life in vain.. i'll miss her too.. what's left is just memories of her..

i remember that she used to bathe us, she loved coffee and coke, she love sweets and bird nests, she loved to watch tv and fell aslp on the sofa, she like to rub lotion on my feet and tell me stories abt her children, she like to hold my hand when she talked to me. And she always tell me to listen to mama and be guai.. she was such a dear..

It was all very sudden and again i dunno how to react. some told me it's nature of life, some told me to be strong, some told me to just cry if i want to and some told me to just call them and they'll be here for me.. i'm thankful that i had all my very good friends caring for me, showering me with love and concern.

and once again i learnt that life is fragile, and that we should really spend time with the people that matters most to us. spend some time with the family and ur loved ones and appreciate life..